It’s fall. My favorite time of the year. The leaves change colors and fall festivals kick off the season. Fall is the reason for the season. At this time of year, I take a look at where I am, what I want to become and where I want to be. I am at a place, where I feel like I am at a crossroads and I have no clue where to go.
Moments like these give me a chance to find what I really want to do, but stepping away is the hardest thing. In the past stepping away has sent me into failure mode. Right now, I feel that stepping away is a new beginning. After my divorce, I felt alone. At a crossroads, I plunged myself into work and keeping occupied with other things. When I stopped to cool down, I still had the same feeling. I needed a change. I started going to events that I would not normally go to. It felt good, but it was uncomfortable. In the end, I felt that I missed out on events that needed to be in my life.
I go out to events occasionally and feel better about me. I want to become someone that is willing to be there for my family and friends. I feel that I am missing out on important time with my family. I want to be there for my family, but I also want to think things through. I want a house, so I have to budget and find ways to bring more income in.
My dreams are a way for my visions to come true. To spend more time together with my family, I need a house and start my own traditions with others. Sometimes, you have to keep stepping forward to believe in yourself and know that you are your best critic. If you can do it, your traditions can become your vision.
Relax Sista, That's Life! 